24 november
高中同学结婚了,看着他们幸福而又傻呼呼的结婚照感慨万分.
人和人对于幸福的定义真的是不同的.
经常的,我希望自己出生在战乱时期,痛苦中寻找快乐,也许这样才会懂得珍惜懂得享受现在.
听信基督的朋友说,女人是由男人身上的一条肋骨铸造的,每个女人都有她专属的那个男人,而我们的一生也就是在不断的寻找.
我又曾经属于哪个男人呢?
我朋友说,每个女人都希望找到一个自己崇拜且可依附的男人,如今女人的眼光都高了剩女也多了,这也就是为什么古时候不让女人受教育的一个原因.
呵呵
到底什么样的标准才可以作为选择男友的标准呢?太难讲了
父母总是说,不要想着要求别人,充实自己提高自己才是最重要的.
所以早恋是不对的,除了痛苦的结束,只有极少数人能修成正果,因为这需要一同的进步同样的兴趣并在同样的高度合适的时间结果.
太难了,我总不认为我是那个lucky girl.
我很普通,但也渴望着幸福.
22 juli
大打开窗，外面潮湿的空气扑面而来，噼啪的大雨从眼耳鼻侵袭着我的大脑。好久好久没有如此安静的享受这般的景致。一直记着向前走向前冲，双眼只看到目标却独独忽略了这简单的幸福这单纯的平静。如同那雨不只滋润了大地，同时也洗刷了我的心灵。太久了，只记得拼了命的想抓住什么，如今似乎什么都没有，却又拥有了什么。浮华几载，一种念头，在心中从茫然到清晰。外面的雨打在窗口，明日会怎样，无论快乐还是悲伤，我都在，享受着。
只有在悲伤的时候，那伤感会在心中沉淀，化作水，在身体里几经周折，纠缠，终化做眼泪或文字渲泄出来。
11 juli
I Don't Wanna Miss a Thing
Aerosmith
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
Far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you, just like this
I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
'Cause I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream will never do
I'd still miss you, babe
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Don't wanna close my eyes
Don't wanna fall asleep, yeah
I don't wanna miss a thing
YOUTUBE
27 juni
美国著名流行歌星迈克尔·杰克逊(Michael Jackson)26日因心脏病发作在洛杉矶分校医疗中心(Ronald Reagan UCLA Medical Center)一家医院去世。美国时代广场的大屏幕上播放迈克尔·杰克逊去世的消息，众多歌迷纷纷失声痛哭，掩面难以置信，悲伤情绪蔓延。众多歌迷更是赶到迈克尔·杰克逊去世的医院门口，举牌子，抱头痛哭，缅怀这位去世的流行巨星。
迈克尔整容过度满身是癌
我怀疑他活不长
但没想到他死的这么快
甚至撑不到7月告别演唱会
个人基本不介意某人是否恋童
但十分惋惜他瞎整了半天变成怪物
享年50岁看着令人伤感
无论如何
某人是惊世骇俗才华横溢一世辉煌的......
愿祝某人早日托生白人享尽荣华富贵，
比如：威廉的长子，查尔斯的长孙......
Michael Jackson到目前为止有三个亲生子女，
分别是长子Prince，长女Paris，次子Prince II。
Micheal的生平简介
麥可·约瑟夫·傑克遜（英语：Michael Joseph Jackson，1958年8月29日－2009年6月25日）粤语区及海外华语区译为米高积逊、米高积臣。
生於美国印地安那州加里市美国著名流行音樂歌手、作曲家、舞蹈家、唱片製作人。1960年代與1970年代他以杰克逊5人组乐队（初期稱為 Jackson Five，轉公司後改為 The Jacksons）的主唱开始了他的音乐历程，并于1979年开始了个人独唱生涯，最終成為歷史上最成功的歌手之一。至今，他已在全世界销售了约7.5亿张唱片,他的《戰慄》（Thriller）專輯更是音樂史上銷量最高的唱片，全球销量超過7000萬张。
傑克遜一般被與貓王、披頭四兩組歌手並列為流行樂史上最偉大的不朽象徵，並被誉为“流行音乐之王”（King of Pop）。傑克遜演唱事业的成功使他获得了全世界众多歌迷的支持与喜爱，包括他的歌曲和标志性的舞步。然而，近年來媒体更感兴趣的却是他肤色的变化和怪僻的生活方式。
傑克遜曾获得许多音乐奖项，包括18届格林美奖。他在美国共创造了13首冠军单曲。单曲《Thriller》的音乐录影带被誉为全世界“最伟大的音乐录影带”之一，并在音乐录影带的艺术性上“前进了一大步”MTV台和滚石杂志最近将他的四首歌曲:《Billie Jean的《I Want You Back《Beat It》《Rock with You》选入“有史以来最受欢迎的100首流行歌曲”阵容。
除了他在音乐上辉煌的成就，傑克遜还被斯里兰卡的The Sunday Times (Sri Lanka)称为“慈善之王”，直至2006年，捐款达三亿美元。
【MJ影片】
1978年: 《新绿野仙踪》 (Scarecrow)
1986年: 《EO船长》 (Captain EO)
1988年: 《月球漫步》 (Himself)
1997年: 《鬼怪》 (Maestro/Mayor/Ghoul Mayor/Super Ghoul/Skeleton)
2002年: 《黑衣人2》 (Agent M)
2004年: 《漂流女孩与荒岛姑娘》 (Agent M.J.)
【MJ之最】
最好的朋友：伊莉莎白·泰勒（Elizabeth Taylor，著名美国女影星）
最喜欢的颜色：红与黑
最喜欢的服饰：黑色软呢帽
最喜爱的香水：“Opium”香水（“Opium”香水——即鸦片香水，1977年由法国“Ynes Saint Laurent”公司推出，风靡整个欧美，并成为1979年世界上销量最大的香水品种之一，至今仍受到广大消费者的青睐）
最喜爱的糖果：Skittles 、M&Ms
最喜爱的矿泉水：依云（Evian）
最喜爱的饮料：矿泉水、橙汁、胡萝卜汁，佳得乐（Gatorade，运动型饮料，演唱会运动会专用）
最喜爱的食物：中餐、墨西哥菜、异国情调的辛辣素食、寿司、比萨饼、鸡、鱼、新鲜水果、爆米花、甜面包加香草冰块、向日葵种子、油炸卷饼、加霜片的牛奶……
最爱的快餐：肯德基（KFC）
最喜欢的蛋糕品种：带有巧克力糖霜的蛋黄蛋糕
最喜欢的棋盘游戏：“垄断者”
最喜爱的电视节目：Malcom In The Middle（一个博得6～34岁的观众青睐的家庭节目）、 The Simpsons（动画片《辛普森一家》）、Seseme Street（儿童益智节目《芝麻街》）、Discovery（《探索》）、Flip Wilson Show、Brady Bunch（情景喜剧《布雷迪家庭》）、Road Runner Show
最喜爱的迪斯尼人物：米老鼠（Mickey Mouse），小飞侠彼得·潘（Peter Pan），木偶皮诺曹（Pinocchio）
最喜爱的文学作品： James Matthew Barrie的“Peter Pan”（詹姆斯·巴里《彼得·潘》）、Richard Bach的“Jonathan Livingstone Seagull”（里查德·巴奇《乔纳森·利文斯东的海鸥》）、Ernest Hemingway的“The Old Man And The Sea”（海明威《老人与海》）
孩童时期最喜爱的歌曲：诱惑乐队的 “Tobacco Road”、“You Are My Sunshine”、“Cloud Nine”
最喜欢的音乐类型：古典乐、歌剧
最喜欢的歌手：James Brown, Jackie Wilson, Smokey Robinson, Sammy Davis Jr.,The Temptations和Diana Ross
最想合作的歌手： 爵士歌王纳特·金·科尔（Nat King Cole）、著名女歌手惠特妮·休斯顿（Whitney Houston）
最喜爱的古典乐作曲家： Claude Debussy (德彪西，'Afternoon of the Fawn')、 PjotrI ljitsch Tschaikowsky（柴科夫斯基） 、Sergey Sergeyevich Prokofiev（谢尔盖·谢尔盖耶维奇·普罗科菲耶夫）
最喜爱的电影演员： 秀兰·邓波尔（Shirley Temple，著名童星）、 伊莉莎白·泰勒（Elizabeth Taylor）、 凯瑟琳·赫本（著名女影星，4次奥斯卡影后，Katherine Hepburn）、 摩根·弗里曼（Morgan Freeman，著名黑人影星，代表作《肖申克的救赎》）、马龙·白兰度（演技之神，好莱坞之王 Marlon Brando）
最欣赏的歌手：戴安娜·罗斯（传奇女歌手）、惠特妮·休斯顿（著名女歌手）、纳特·金·科尔（爵士之王）
最喜爱的电影： “Peter Pan”（《小飞侠》）、“E.T.”（《ET外星人》）、“Star Wars”（《星球大战》）
最喜爱的艺术家： Michaelangelo（米开朗其罗）、Leonardo Da Vinci（达·芬奇）
最喜爱的自创歌曲：Earth Song
最喜爱的J5时期的作品：“The Love You Save”,“I'll Be There”,“Never Can Say Goodbye”
最喜爱表演的曲目：“Billie Jean”
最喜爱的MV：“Thriller”,“Smooth Criminal”，“Ghosts”
最想居住的地方：英国白金汉宫
最遗憾的事：至今未能完成一幅油画
最讨厌的事物：小报
最自豪的事：数次被载入吉尼斯世界纪录，至今仍保持10项世界纪录
18 mei
Dixie Chicks - Not Ready to Make Nice
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
I'm through with doubt
There's nothing left for me to figure out
I've paid a price
And I'll keep paying
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I know you said
Can't you just get over it
It turned my whole world around
And I kind of like it
I made my bed and I sleep like a baby
With no regrets and I don't mind sayin'
It's a sad sad story when a mother will teach her
Daughter that she ought to hate a perfect stranger
And how in the world can the words that I said
Send somebody so over the edge
That they'd write me a letter
Sayin' that I better shut up and sing
Or my life will be over
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
I'm not ready to make nice
I'm not ready to back down
I'm still mad as hell and
I don't have time to go round and round and round
It's too late to make it right
I probably wouldn't if I could
'Cause I'm mad as hell
Can't bring myself to do what it is you think I should
Forgive, sounds good
Forget, I'm not sure I could
They say time heals everything
But I'm still waiting
http://wma.nowok.net/gm/13978/1203.mp3
01 september
Remember The Name
Fort Minor
You ready?! Lets go!
Yeah, for those of you that want to know what we're all about
It's like this y'all (c'mon!)
[Chorus]
This is ten percent luck, twenty percent skill
Fifteen percent concentrated power of will
Five percent pleasure, fifty percent pain
And a hundred percent reason to remember the name!
Mike! - He doesn't need his name up in lights
He just wants to be heard whether it's the beat or the mic
He feels so unlike everybody else, alone
In spite of the fact that some people still think that they know him
But fuck em, he knows the code
It's not about the salary
It's all about reality and making some noise
Makin the story - makin sure his clique stays up
That means when he puts it down Tak's pickin it up! let's go!
Who the hell is he anyway?
He never really talks much
Never concerned with status but still leavin them star struck
Humbled through opportunities given to him despite the fact
That many misjudge him because he makes a livin from writin raps
Put it together himself, now the picture connects
Never askin for someone's help, to get some respect
He's only focused on what he wrote, his will is beyond reach
And now when it all unfolds, the skill of an artist
It's just twenty percent skill
Eighty percent fear
Be one hundred percent clear cause Ryu is ill
Who would've thought that he'd be the one to set the west in flames
And I heard him wreckin with The Crystal Method, "Name Of The Game"
Came back dropped Megadef, took em to church
I like bleach man, why you have the stupidest verse?
This dude is the truth, now everybody be givin him guest spots
His stock's through the roof I heard he fuckin with S. Dot!
[Chorus]
They call him Ryu The Sick
And he's spittin fire with Mike
Got him out the dryer he's hot
Found him in Fort Minor with Tak
Been a fuckin annihilist porcupine
He's a prick, he's a cock
The type woman want to be with, and rappers hope he get shot
Eight years in the makin, patiently waitin to blow
Now the record with Shinoda's takin over the globe
He's got a partner in crime, his shit is equally dope
You wont believe the kind of shit that comes out of this kid's throat
Tak! - He's not your everyday on the block
He knows how to work with what he's got
Makin his way to the top
People think its a common owners name
People keep askin him was it given at birth
Or does it stand for an acronym?
No he's livin proof, Got him rockin the booth
He'll get you buzzin quicker than a shot of vodka with juice
Him and his crew are known around as one of the best
Dedicated to what they doin give a hundred percent
Forget Mike - Nobody really knows how or why he works so hard
It seems like he's never got time
Because he writes every note and he writes every line
And I've seen him at work when that light goes on in his mind
It's like a design is written in his head every time
Before he even touches a key or speaks in a rhyme
And those motherfuckers he runs with, those kids that he signed?
Ridiculous, without even trying, how do they do it?!
[Chorus - repeat 2x]
[Outro - Mike Shinoda]
Yeah! Fort Minor
M. Shinoda - Styles of Beyond
Ryu! Takbir! Machine Shop!
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